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myrrh_darkwing ([personal profile] myrrh_darkwing) wrote in [community profile] hs_olympics 2012-07-25 04:42 am (UTC)

FILL: TEAM Eridan <3< Vriska

Love, love, sweet Feferi love, can you hear me singing? I sing songs of screams with a throat full of rust for anyone miles away in void-space to never hear, and they're requiems for you...

im so sorry fef i didnt mean to i swwear

wwhy did you get in the wway

oh god fef please wwake up

please


I still remember you from the time we first met, when you were tiny and black-haired and beautiful, dancing barefoot and naked in the rain. Sundown to sundown to alwaves, swaying freely, all of your responsibilities and tasks seemed to float away with the current of the icy dashing rain, and you're freed. The water is cool, calming you down, purifying you. Pacifying you in the way I never could.

I wish that I'd been able to do something aside from fight, from punch and strife and watch my beautifully royal blood stain anything and everything around us. I've always been so proud of that blood. Guessing maybe now it's because I had nothing else to take pride in...

Oh, Feferi! I can still remember the words we pledged and what they meant, when we said we knew each other and so whitely hugged each other and promised to stay by each other's sides all their lives. Our moirallegiance could have been the best. It should have been the best, with seadwellers the both of us, the best of them all! The days blurred into each other then, when I knew nothing except you, and I would that it had stayed that way. I'd hang on to those days and never let them go-

- but I'd give them all up if only you'd just open your eyes.

I would have brought down the sky for you and written your name in the clouds. You gave my emptiness a name and you took a part of my heart for yourself, a part that you never gave back when you said no, no, let's just be fronds. You put a hole through my heart, Fef, sweet Feferi love; all I did was return the favour. Fair's fair, no? Just please, wake up! Don't leave me here alone!

I couldn't be your friend, my world was too unstable. My world still is, you just got in the way, why? I would have made it all better. All beta, just for you, Feferi, alwaves and anyfin for you.

But you were never able to keep me breathing and the water breaks over my head as I breathe one last time and the world goes solar-flare white as something kisses through my side.

My name is Eridan-- your name is Eridan Ampora, and you have nothing left.

You've killed it all.

(and you can take the responsibility i nev(v)er have)

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